What she was doing there in the first place was resting her tired back after the journey from Lexington to Park and so on and sat herself down first on one of the stones guarding a building and then on one of the chairs in the theater district in the designated space for the weary of spine—at last—though she would call it exhausted of hearts for everything in New York becomes transformed into something else and it is that something else we love to die for and like a weeping garland she will end up in a clown’s suit which I knew a little from wearing a crepe disguise going from house to house collecting apples with razor blades inside them and dumping it all on the kitchen table coughing my lungs out from the filthy air and the journey itself begging for Mars Bars and cashews since I was finally a pirate in crepe as my son was a corpse in a coffin his mother and her friend made from a cardboard box painted black and he was heavily powdered such that the neighbors were horrified for he was only seven and knocked on the doors alone or with his friends in his shocking costume fifty miles east of Pittsburgh where the coal barons, dressed up as miners with lights on their heads and cages of canaries most of them dead mostly named Dickey their legs in the air, the barons blowing whistles, oh those barons they loved it, they loved it, it was the rich in rags imitating the poor, it’s what they did, no, it’s what they do, they help each other into the rotten clothes, they stop to look at themselves in mirrors they live in fake humility they carry their lunches in rusty tin lunch boxes Gerald Stern’s two forthcoming books are Galaxy Love (Poems, Norton) and Death Watch (Memoir, Trinity University Press).